Another Saturday Alone

Let's just say that this past week Sam's sleep was pretty much non existent.

We had that hour of fun after he got back from the clinic but pretty much NOTHING was accomplished the rest of the week. Unfortunately he always had a little trouble sleeping before this auto immune disease, and now that he takes steroids to treat it, even though he is replacing something he is missing, we are thinking he may have to change the way he takes his meds. I anticipate this whole year is going to be a learning curve for us and for him in dealing with this...but he already is so much better than he was all last spring and summer and fall. I mean seriously, SOOOOOO much better.

The lack of sleep is rough on the both of us. It keeps him exhausted and it makes it so that we don't get very much time together. It is wearing my patience to the max too, but I know that it is not his fault, so we deal with it.

In fact today he has been trying to sleep (off and on he has) all my day long and evening, and night, and hopefully with any luck he is in some truly deep sleep right now and freaking stays there. Truth is he hasn't had more than a few good nights of sleep since last fall, so that is why I am starting to think the meds are also playing a part in this, but one thing is for sure, it can't continue.

It puts a damper on everything, his horny level, over all health of course, but also on our fun together. I so wish for him that we can figure out this sleeping thing so he can start enjoying his life again. That is what I really want. Sometimes I feel very helpless because there is only so much I can do to help him. So today I helped him by telling him to sleep as much as he could, even though it meant no skype, and no time together, but it is worth it if he sleeps.

So I stayed busy with very vanilla things, crafted and cleaned and shopped and such, LOL. Didn't even make the time to give myself a nice O. Maybe tomorrow I will get to share one with him and even play a bit. This insomnia has to end sometime right?

I hope all our readers had some fun kinky bliss today!