Recovering

I am home and recovering from my surgery. It went quite well and I was a little ahead of schedule so I was able to get home a day or two early and ended my birthday at home. I am still in some pain and my stomach feels a little blah, but over all everything is going well. I haven't had any trouble swallowing soft foods which was the biggest concern. So I just have to be patient a few months and work more foods in after a few weeks until I can resume a normal diet.

At least already I can tell that my acid reflux has stopped, so I have every reason to think the surgery will be a huge success in my life. No coughing all day long and tasting everything I eat for 10 hours afterwards, LOL.

And let me tell you, one night in a hospital was enough to drive me totally nuts, so I have no idea how Sam seriously did it all last summer for 8 weeks in a hospital and then more recently staying at that clinic. It gives me a much greater understanding and appreciation of what he went through.

Sam kept me entertained with some birthday mp3's he has been making me. He is about half way done with them. I have enjoyed hearing him tell me again how he feels about me, some things we are going to explore, and so forth. He has the sexiest voice ever and I could hear a lot of love and desire in his voice...and they made me smile.

Yesterday he had to make a stop out for a quick medical test and I made him wear his black lacey bra underneath his white t shirt, and that was a nice reaction from him. Everything is hitting him new again now that he is home, that it is nice because things he did last spring and summer are having a very huge effect on him today.

Today I told him he had to go out wearing his hair in a side pony tail (just the front part) and full lightly done make up...his white ruffly shirt and some jeans that I sent him, which hug his ass so nicely...and he has had a few errands to do while out, so I can't wait to hear how he felt wearing these for me when he gets back soon.

I did make the decision about his punishment for ripping his nails off...I will have him post about that soon.

Oh and he is horny...it has been over 5 weeks, and now that he is home and things are starting to have a huge impact again, I wonder if it is time for an orgasm denial like no other he has known before, the kind that would turn him into the most wonderful submissive jelly in my hands, the kind that would make him throb with need for me every second of every day. What do you think?