Last Day Off Work

I'm a little sad...my time off work recovering from surgery is done. Today is my last day off. Tomorrow I have to start getting up early again and getting things at work caught up.

Don't get me wrong, it is a good thing really. I am going to feel so much better now in my daily life than I did before surgery, but I was so in need of some time off work and I really loved having a few weeks to stay up as late as I wanted and get 7-9 hours of good sleep every night. I was spoiled.

Things didn't exactly go as planned with my free time, I didn't get as much time with Sam as I had wanted, in fact way less than I had wanted. There was only one or two times the entire time that I even got to tease my toy. I only came with him a handful of times. I pictured long lazy days laying in bed skyping and teasing and playing and talking and laughing, and it happened on a much smaller scale than I hoped.

I won't lie, I am bummed about it, but shit happens.

At least we now know why things are so bad for Sam right now, and it is being fixed. Just have to be patient a little bit longer. I can't imagine what it is like for him though, to be so exhausted every second of every day, and to not be able to complete things that are long over due and needed to be done for me. I am really not the most patient person in some ways, but I have had to dig very deep within my patience to remain patient for him, because all along I believed something else wasn't right, and I was right.

The nice thing is that I still have just a smidge less than 3 weeks of time to take off work for this year, which is half over almost, so I can take a few days off later in the year when he is really doing better and then we can have the kind of days I wanted to have this time.

At least today we managed to have a little bit of fun...even though he only got 2 and a half hours of sleep and has a migraine to boot. Come to find out migraines go along with B12 too so maybe those are going to be much fewer and further between going forward :).

I was able to tease Sam today and edge him a few times. He hasn't cum in 8 weeks...so it doesn't really take much to wake my toy.

I told him that starting now until further notice every day he has to roll 1 die. If it is even then he must wear his high heels out of his building to take his trash outside. This is going to be a nice big step forward for him with the public exposure and the chance that this could happen several days in a row or not for a week. And if he rolls odd then he must offer me something else besides the heels. So either way the simple act of taking his trash out each day isn't going to be just vanilla. This is all part of my plan to later have him do the same dice system to determine if he has to wear his high heels to the grocery store.

And the nice part is that during the winter he has the chance to stop being used to the feelings it generates so each spring and summer it can hit him hard again.

This is going to be fun.

I also teased him with more types of videos he is going to be making for all of you to enjoy on this blog.

At least it starts to finally feel like this will happen again one day...all the things that I have been wanting to do with him and for all of you, and that feels good.

So, I will be off to work in the morning. I have a new hair style and I am even going to wear my make up every day again...I had stopped doing that when I felt so lousy for so many months, but I definitely owe it to myself to put my best food forward every day :). After all I am going to feel so much better now.