This Should Explain It All - Health Update

A few weeks ago I started to do a little research without telling Sam first, because I still felt like there was something else going on with him, since his auto immune disease is “stable” now and yet he isn't really up to par, and having so much trouble sleeping, being dizzy, achy, headaches, and more. Not to mention a total lack of any energy and not being himself all the way around.

I came across some information about B12, specifically a certain type of B12 anemia that goes hand in hand with his auto immune disease as well as one of the infections he had last spring and summer. Everything started to make sense to me because he had all the symptoms of this and also it seemed very likely he could have this.

It could explain the insomnia, the feeling exhausted even when he does get enough sleep, headaches, low body temp, feeling off balanced, dizzy, well just all of what he has been suffering from, which has gotten increasingly worse the last few months rather than better.

So I asked him to talk to his doctor and get a certain test done to see if I was right in my research that he is lacking B12. The Doctor said it wasn't very likely but that he could see why I might wonder, so he agreed to let him get the test done. We just got the results yesterday, which was perfect timing because even after he got all that sleep, he was exhausted the whole day after waking, and then went right back into his insomnia pattern. But the test results showed that he is indeed lacking B12...so my theory was right and I am so relieved and happy that something overcame me and told me to sit and do some research because who knows when the doctor would have thought about this.

What was kind of a bummer is that even after the long sleeping, Sam woke very exhausted and not at all better. And some of the symptoms he has are actually the latter symptoms so that pretty much says that he was totally depleted or very close to it. So it really was good timing that the test results were ready, or else it would have been even worse. With treatment he should get completely better with all things that had gone so wrong. He has already started getting injections of B12 and may have to do so daily for a while to build him back up and then eventually weekly and monthly.

So that explains a lot of things. He will still need to undergo one more test to confirm if he is lacking B12 due to that type of anemia I think it is or some other reason, but either way he will be getting injections of B12 and should start to get better.

Now this brings a new sense of relief to us both, because this is an easy fix and this very well could be the end of the troubles for him once he gets built back up and his body reaps the benefits of it again. Hopefully it will kick in soon and then things can get back to normal.

Even though this is something else he will have to worry about the rest of his life, this isn't so bad because it is treatable and symptom relief comes with treatment. It isn't the end of the world, and with any luck, my “diagnosis” of him should greatly improve his life quality...and our kinky fun.

Sam has taken to calling me his kinky Doctor :).

So part of my job as Mistress is to think of Sam's over all well being when making decisions, and since this B12 is quite serious because he was having so many symptoms of it and feeling so totally lousy now, and it is going to take some time for him to get better and back in balance, I think it best to end this mega denial period he was supposed to be on. That takes a lot of strength and as much as I wanted it, and he wanted to give it to me, it just isn't going to happen right now. So he is free to ask to cum now, and when I feel like I want him to he can. I don't mean I will for sure say yes the first time he asks, but I don't plan to put him through a hard core denial right now.