Teasing and Fuck Hole Use

Saturday and Monday Sam and I had a little fun together. I was able to get him to edge for me some and he helped me to cum nice and hard.

It seems like when he does sleep decently my toy is nice and awake easily. So the 12 weeks is having an effect. But I fear until he gets fully rested it won't be any lasting every minute of the day hornyness. And that is something that I MISS. Him waking up throbbing and hard and eager from the start. I know it is possible with his auto immune disease because after he was treated for that before everything went down hill this past winter, he was right back there for me, so I do think when the B12 is totally stable I will be able to get him there again.

I loved those days when he was hard from waking and it was frustrating to go to sleep with a hard leaky needy toy day after day after day.

Tuesday I gave him a choice. He could wear his smaller butt plug while being out for a few hours doing errands, or he could wear the small one 2 hours and the medium one 2 hours at home. I was quite amused when he chose to wear the small one in public as I did think he might go the other way. So there he was going from place to place, sitting in the park, all while impaled for me. And that thought while I was at work kept me wet and horny.

In fact I came home from work very horny and made him get me off before my meeting I had to go to. He said it was a mix between being slutty and annoying because the small plug always feels like it is going to slip out.

I have told him that this week he should be asking and offering butt plug time because next week I want him wearing the medium one every day for me whenever he is away from home. So if he wants to be a little more stretched and ready he needs to be proactive about asking for me to use that fuck hole this week. Yes that is all he is allowed to refer to that hole as, just fuck hole.

It is more humiliating for him that way. But really that is what it is for me.

I am sure when things get better Sam will be posting more too. He is very fluent in English but he has always struggled a bit with writing and that is a pressure I don't really want him to have right now, so you are stuck with me and my relaying what he has to say about things for a bit.