New Blog, Some Changes

Due to Sam still trying to get his life back on track and his health in the right direction, we have agreed that I will play in person with another submissive who I have been friends with for quite some time and also have been tasking for many months. His name is Jay.

Sam agreed that since our plans still have not worked out that I do deserve this chance to play in person and he is happy for me and supportive.

Things with Sam and I have not changed, we are still together as well and still hoping our time will come too.

And on a side note about his health, he is finally having the best Doctors in Finland going through everything with a fine tooth comb so to speak so that he can get his life back on the right track. I am helping any way I can, but being able to play with jay too is keeping me sane.

So I have started a new blog, my blog, one where I will talk about myself, sam and Jay...something separate from this blog which will still be active when Sam is well again!

Here is the new blog, come check it out!!!

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas Mistress and Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to our readers. Things are gettting better slowly and we should be posting more the next year.

Sam

3 Years

Sunday made 3 Years that Sam and I have been together in our D/s...but it wasn't the fun day it should have been because of circumstances as they are, but I do hope that this coming weekend we can celebrate it.

Nothing new to report, Sam is still working on getting his life back in order and it takes time. I am trying to be patient while waiting, which is not my strong suit. I have so many plans for him and things I want to do that have to wait. I still have hope things will be back to what they once were.

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to my slut today...well it is already his birthday over in Finland :). Right now he is getting some much needed sleep so we can have some fun :)

A New Ruined Orgasm

Today when Sam and I were skyping I told him that I wanted to get him to an edge and make him ruin an orgasm for me. He hadn't had a ruined one in 3 months and hasn't had a real one in almost 6 months, so for health reasons I felt he had to expel a little cum for me, but since things are still in limbo as he is getting his life back in order after being sick for so long, and he hasn't yet reached the level of desperation that I desire, I won't let him have a real one yet.

It didn't take much effort to get to the edge, I was teasing him about things that will come in the future and then there was the moaning and groaning as he suffered a ruined one for me which is just total frustration and agony. I love it of course. And he made quite a mess on himself but lucky for him I let him go wash it away. There is plenty of time for cum eating later :)

After that ruined one his mind was converting almost everything said to sex, so hopefully that gets him back on the right track.

I am still busier than ever so maybe this is good timing with him getting things in order, as I don't really have much free time lately. I am working hard for some craft fairs in order to use that money to pay for a nice treadmill. I like the idea of associating the treadmill with how many hours I have spent at my craft desk (which is a freaking ton) so that I have a greater appreciation for the piece of equipment that is going to help me change my life. It has been raining so much here this fall that it is making it difficult to get my quota of walks in each week, so I am falling 1 or 2 short of my 5. But I should be getting the treadmill here in a couple of weeks I hope and then that problem will be solved.

Things are looking up.

Wow, 22 Weeks!!!

It seems my slut hasn't cum for 22 weeks.

oh well, he can wait some more :)

Things are still hectic for us both.

I am sure you can all imagine what has gotten behind when you are unwell for a year and a half straight...and I don't want to start teasing all of you with fun if we can't be consistent with it yet, so please continue to be patient as Sam gets everything caught up and also more stamina rebuilt for being used hard core.

he still has his allergy and sinus struggles because they won't do his surgery until the winter...and all the dramatic changes his body went through in the last month have messed with his thyroid level again so we are tweaking that some more. But on the whole his sleep is far improved and he is getting better in the big picture.

He is definitely eager to start being used as my horny slut again hard core.

As for me I am up to my ears these days in paper, glue and ribbon, LOL. I am signed up for several craft fairs selling my hand made cards and such because I am using the money to buy myself a treadmill.

I continue to lose weight at a nice good pace, and have crossed the 40 pound mark since mid may so I am thrilled. I am still walking and getting better and faster at that every week! I am so proud of myself for living a healthier lifestyle, not just dieting, I am really changing habits to good healthy ones.

We will keep you posted.

Few Fun Bits

During the last few weeks I have been having some fun with my slut again.

Last week was the first week in over a week where there was him following his daily rules and rituals every day of the week, and us having some sort of fun.

That toy of mine is always eager to be used again and he is horny and hard at waking.

I've taken to having him give me a first of the morning edge out on his balcony where he would have to wonder if someone could see him...though it is not too likely.

Until further notice he is to have hair, nails and make up done every day.

He has been experiencing embarrassment and humiliation again with that :).

One day I had him keep his curtains open and get onto his table with his dildo and with his ass high in the air, he had to suck and blow the dildo for me, with a slight chance that someone could get a glimpse of him there.

Things are continuing to look up and hopefully before too long we will be sharing even more fun details here.

And on a personal note, last night I reached 35.8 pounds of weight loss since mid May. Very happy about that!!!

Little Update

Just wanted to say that the last 3 weeks since Sam stopped eating all gluten have just gotten better and better!!!

He is sleeping pretty much 8 deep hours every night and finally getting rid of his sleep debt.

He is back to following his Rules and Rituals and being horny every waking second for me, begging me to be super evil!!!

So we are having fun finally, and after so long without this kind of fun, we are taking it all in just the two of us and also because of how long Sam was sick he has a lot to catch up on so that is why we aren't sharing the details yet.

But don't worry we will soon!

Things haven't been THIS good in well over a year so I really don't forsee it turning bad again.